Healing Myself in 2023

 

As  I sit down to write this, I am reminded of this Lyric, sung by Reb Tevye, in Fiddler on the Roof.

He’s thinking about “If I were a Rich Man”

The last verse reads:

If I were rich, I'd have the time that I lack to sit in the synagogue and pray
And maybe have a seat by the Eastern wall
And I'd discuss the holy books with the learned men,

 several hours every day
And that would be the sweetest thing of all

 

Approaching the this year, I thought “I’m finally going to DO it. I’m going to invest in Self-study and Self compassion, Studying the mystical topics I want to study. I’m wanting to practice the practice and walk the walk—which I don’t think I’ve really made the time to do in the past 3 years.

 In the last three years, I’ve learned some (unflattering) things about myself and my spiritual walk. I’m recognizing that authenticity is significant in one’s spiritual journey, and some how I’ve veered from some of that.

Some of the things I’ve learned:

1)   Even I can be bought. What is my price? Appreciation.

I wasn’t getting respect and certainly wasn’t being compensated accordingly, but flatter me…and I am yours too command

(how gross, right?)

 

2)   Teaching the walk and techniques is not the same as integrating the walk and techniques in one’s own life.

 

3)   I have my own magic and mysticism-waiting for me to utilize it for myself.

 

4)   Healing might take longer than I expect..but if I nurture the process, healing will occur.

 

 So, I plan on investing in my own soul , mysticism this year. I have resolved that I am available for readings. I plan on conducting the Tarot Tuesday group meetings.

In future, I might integrate the Tarot Immersion, in the future. But right now,

I’m doing my self-love worksheets, I’m working with my Writual Planner

 And working with private events.

 

Until Next time,

Eat something healthy

And live a life worth loving.

-Kim Danbert